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June 26th, 2006
01:52 pm

I'm feeling so good.
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April 12th, 2006
08:46 pm - ahh

i love my life.
sometimes. Current Mood: cheerful
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08:43 pm - my love sweet love what the fuck? how did a bitch like me get so damn lucky? what have i done to feel so wonderful? nada. and i love it.
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February 1st, 2006
01:39 pm - army anyone? so now im thinking of joining the army. i had a horrible dream last nite. a dream that i ruined my life, because i did things in a haste by joining, and not telling anybody what my plans were. something to think about i suppose.
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January 18th, 2006
12:52 am - world domination i wish i could upload a real picture of myself. oh well. im home bored as hell. i miss my baby boo Duon. He is the light at the end of tunnel that seemed to go on for-fucking-ever.
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January 3rd, 2006
03:09 pm this livejournal is crack. i cant get enough of it.
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January 2nd, 2006
05:11 pm - .. fuck life sucks. but i dont care. Current Mood: horny Current Music: dangerously in love- beyonce
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01:52 pm there will never come a time where i will bare my soul, on here, or to anyone for that matter, (not that i think ANYONE is reading this but..) this is pretty close:
I have been kicked out of school. i was/am very depressed. whem im at home i can hide it pretty well. as a matter of fact i can hide it well anymore. I just cant go out in public unless it is abosolutely vital. i hate getting up in the morning, i have NO motivation for myself or for any thing. i have NO idea how i am going to fix this. i deserve to have my life turned upside down. i am nothing but a dissapoint to my parents. i am really hating myself right now. oh well. i can turn my feelings on and off like a light bulb.
None of my friend know about this. they are going to freak out when they find out.
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January 1st, 2006
03:25 pm - mommy my moms is talking to me right now. i've been on this computer too damn long. im going for a walk and a smoke. im so healthy! Current Mood: lazy Current Music: mommy's african music
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02:29 pm

see this movie. it was good. anne hathaway as a rich hot girl is a bit of a stretch but i loved her in this anyway. Current Mood: chipper Current Music: theme from romeo and juliet (kissing you)
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03:22 am - .. my best friend thinks i have voodoo powers. then this n*gga i was wit last nite said the same damn thing. what proof does he have though? my best friend has some proof. but this guy was going off of fucking looks or some other vain shit. i need a cig..bad. im waiting for my sister to get home so i can steal one of hers. i need to quit. i needed to quit three yeas ago when i started. fuck it. Current Mood: blah
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02:22 am - ... nothing to do. drinkin a beer. i need to get my life together. now....okay lata. Current Mood: grumpy
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December 31st, 2005
12:59 pm - break winter break. dont know if im going back to school. only my mother knows this. no friends know. i have an ex boyfriend who has been calling me. i think im in love with him. dont know for sure. i have a so many guys in my life right now its hard to keep track. i was "with" one last night. sex is not all its cracked up to be. ive been with only two guys my entire life, and every time ive id sex, ive felt like a whore. they cant wait to get away from me after they nut. a person with feeling may feel a wee bit concerned, but i look at them like whores as well. and i think the whore thing is in my head. like most things. my guy from last night thinks im crazy, and beautiful. and I think that sums it up pretty well.
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